rubber grommit reality

sometimes I feel like a maliciious ghost tormenting a somewhat naive but well meaning animal

Me, at this very moment

what a classic blunder!

you really are holding up to your title as 'stooge'

what doth

I think I may have spent my entire life looking directly at the ground

Wtf I'm like my own tamagotchi wow

Never to rise never to sleep, All I do is rot in this heap

Endless September syndrome

Back to the depths with you..

brain wave frequency interpolation

non-permeable apparatus

welcome to nuWARGAMES, my love

pullin up 2 tha club in tha mercy seat

The eternal march of time continues..

Welcome to the SLOW rot

God tried to nerf me with schizophrenia

tried..

Signal to noise ratio: undesirable

Trapped in /dev/null

I just found out about fruityslicer in FLstudio, what the fuck

I was chopping up and arranging my samples in the playlist like some kind of barbarian

Bootin' into HellScape Navigator 9.x

I think I may be a repressed sword lesbian

Every CRT Filter:

ah my favorite,

Think all day about what your going to do after work, and then when you get off of work being so drained that you do nothing

so very fulfilling

God FUCKING damn

in retrospect this year pulled the McTwist on me, several fold

will things ever just chill the fuck out

why yes, I am enjoying my surrogate activities

Feeln' Mad

Feeln' Bad

Feeln' Dangerous to Know

Face glued to the primordial screen, absolute "reality", the rocks in which we bang together are the ones born of centuries ingenuity

Humanity is the millennium sculpture as well as the blessed sculptor, billions of dependencies have dictated this very moment

Quite literally built from the ground up to heaven's gates

But who holds the keys right now to the great vehicle, and are they piloting this craft intoxicated?

They really are watching and listening, they don't even try to hide it anymore

I receive the winks through the display

Allow me to meet this shadow persona you have created, introduce me to my digital super-ego

all these poor disenfranchised youths..

if only they would follow [INSERT MY SYSTEM OF THOUGHT]

Someone reads How to Win Friends & Influence People immediately after reading some of René Descartes work

"oh I get it now, I think, therefore I scam"

Then they proceed to make billions

808 - 4 on tha floor whore

The people that designed the MIDI standard were fucking geniuses

Upon release it could do so much! Much more than I even thought initially

"Funny" how people will just fade into each other, or completely loose themselves in another

Held together by mere suggestion

FUCK human language

Why do I have to squeeze the information through the information through the filter of my current emotion, all on a time limit?

Why can't i just beam the information to you directly?

Tune to my frequency bitch!

Be mentally ill, like just enough to make ok art

This rip has CD skips in it T-T

HOLY FUCK!! I finally found it in a bitrate higher than 128kbs

Catharsis..

Luv when people think they have me typecasted and then they approach me in whatever way and I just completely throw them off with how I really am.

It's like no bitch I'm just an alien

I'm kinda going over in my head if I should restructure how my Music Recs is, to not rely on youtube anymore.

Because seriously, like, FUCK GOOGLE. They have always been on my shit list, but they are all the time becoming more and more oppressive and irritating.

I guess stay tuned on that, I'll try to think of something creative at some point.

I spent a good chunk of today rewriting my personal update script for slime-net.

Not only to fix a lot of the half assed cowboy-coding I had done just to move things along, but to also try to add some functionality that ultimately make it a lot easier to maintain and update content that is on the site, and hopefully allow me to make more longer styled pages sorta like my Airforce PC, Adobe Flash Shrine and Commodore 64 page, because I have so much more, and more interesting stuff id like to write about in this way. I'm also giving it a GUI.

I know its all just really simple HTML in the end, but the more steps I can remove, the more I feel like i'll be incentivized to do such more often, and its also just fun to try to work out these puzzles in my scripts.

On a semi related note, A little while back a noticed a bug in how my slimeshot program worked, and when I went to go fix it I quickly came to the conclusion that I need to rewrite that program as well. I wrote that program on a bunch of SSRIs, Antipsychotics and booze and god it fucking shows. Another thing to add to my queue, for now.

please keep your 'popoffs' to yourselves, and edit them out

Allow me to enjoy the digital humor in silence

Hey, dont mess with me bud... Anything you say to me that I don't immediately understand I'll compulsively research later that night (and I mean anything)

I do admit that I run my body a little bit too much like a machine, but I think I should probably run it a bit more like a tuned Honda civic as apposed to a beater Geo Metro with the body panels falling off

Daily reminder: It usually takes someone to feel very strongly about something to illicit a post about it on the internet and the internet is completely populated with statements as such.

Add on top that social media is intensively and intentionally steering information in a manner to keep your engaged for as long as possible, be it for positive or negative reasons. The social media internet is a simulacrum of human interaction. We are all alike and connected in ways that people who are isolated slowly tend to forget.

Seek out the small parts of the internet, genuinely connect with individuals and keep in mind the conditioning of people at large.

(Edit: I just wanted to clarify a little since I'm doomed to obsessively clear things up, but what I am referring to in this post is pedantic online discourse, that of the social media variety. I'm well aware that people post things willy nilly all the time, or be contrarians for the purpose to intentionally stir discussions. All I'm trying to say with this post is social media is not real life. Getting tired of my half baked advice yet?)

How do I stay civilized?

Mahāyāna: Story Mode

Theravāda: Time Trial

Man, I just love when PulseAudio resets or crashes, and it sets my line-in loopback to 100%, and then I get ear-raped with the loudest static conceivable

How many times is this going to happen FFS, maybe I should switch to JACK or something

Speaking of anime, I find it kinda funny the chain of shows that I had watched when I was first really getting into anime.

I had always appreciated anime and the anime art style since I was a kid, but probably due to a mixture of a lack of knowledge on what it was / where it was from and it being stigmatized at my school, I didn't have that much exposure.

I had seen most of the typical 4kids and Studio Ghibli type stuff you'd expect, but I didn't really look into other shows until I was in high-school.

This was the chain of shows I had watched:

First, Lucky star and some adjacent moe SoL type shows, then -> Puella Magi Madoka Magica + it's movies (the last one had just came out) -> Neon Genesis Evangelion + EoE + all the rebuilds (except the most recent, it was not out yet) -> Serial Experiments Lain -> Welcome to the NHK

As you can imagine, watching those last 4 series back to back crushed my soul

So a few days ago I rewatched serial experiments lain in its entirety for the first time in just under 10 years

But this time I did it tripping on shrooms, I don't think I quite realized how much that anime had influenced me

REMINDER

remember to clean your instruments and adjust your apertures, and for God's sake take a shower ever now and again

Ahh, yes.. My nokia tone ring phone

do people actually use their phones/computers to do anything anymore, or is it more of a "monkey press button; monkey receive peanut" kind of thing

Never met Jc, he a cool guy?..

Heard he made a dab rig outta one of those crucifix nails once.

"Nah brother he actually made three. He calls em the holy trinity"

Is the shit I'm into hip now or is it just the big algorithm trying to gaslight me

I know that I bear the mark of the beast, please stop reminding me

I'm aware

Squad Goals

Roxy Music is what 80's music sounds like to people who dislike 80's music

The plot of the live action Ghost in the Shell movie pretty much boiled down to "oh noes im a robit, they have made me a robot"

What an utter bastardization of the anime lmao. I guess it was a pretty movie at least.

For all the times that your RSS reader feed of my site updates with a bunch of old posts brought back to the top, I sincerely apologize

It's just me trying to fix the formating of old posts.

AI is causing nuweb social media sites to crumple like dòufuzhā gōngchéng.

only time will tell..

Man is it just me, or is youtube just spiraling worse and worse by the day.

All of my recommended videos are just utter drivel, and all the people that I do watch are adopting these tiktok esc editing styles that make me wanna puke. For god sakes stop zooming the camera in and out so much!!!

(2016) Old friend and I over my PS2 Eyetoy (set up as a webcam) feed after and interesting glitch.

I have yet to see it do this exact glitch again. Reminds me of a hyper color t shirt or maybe some album art.

(2018) Menacing photo of me and a old friend deep within a cave

I swear I'm not dead, Ive just been working on a few big updates and life + work keep getting in the way.

Please wait warmly!

Did any one else go through a "I only listen to instrumental music, music with lyrics is dumb" phase when they were younger? Or was that just me

Emily Youcis COULD have finished the Alfred Alfer movie but decided to become a literal nazi instead.

What a fucking chump.

The curse of being born into this world as the 'swirly glasses' character

Imagine making a game so prolific and known for it's learning curve, that every single even remotely challenging game made afterwards gets compared to it

Clock strikes 4:00 AM..

Personal computer: BOOTED

Green Monster Energy: SLAMMED (2X)

Internet C0nnection: ESTABLISHED

MSN Messenger: LAUNCHED

Online Buddy: TARGET AQUIRED

Manic Nudging Frenzy ENGAGED!

Gotta message in the IRC chat the other day..

Dude, I don't know who you are. But I haven't received any messages or friend requests or anything like that

Depeche Mode and Skinny Puppy walked so that Trent Reznor could run, so that Marilyn Manson could saunter some distance behind Trent

Oh fuck, we are in that timeline arn't we

JACKING_IN.jpg

What if we kissed in Q3DM1...

Here is a little something I found digging through my hardrives that I had thought I lost, it's a final project for my introductory web development class I took in college. It looks like this would have been around early 2016.

You can look at it HERE

If you were to look at the HTML files, you would see that it was VERY poorly put together, because my dumb ass thought it would be a good idea to do it all 8 hrs before it was due. The site had to be an arbitrary amount of links and an arbitrary amount of pages, charts, etc so a padded out "game fan and statistics" site seemed good enough.

It did give me an excuse to try a more simple "Old Web" styled website design (Geocities/Angelfire websites being something I had already grown nostalgic for around this time) as opposed to the more modern type website designs that we had been working with that semester.

In finding the old files for this, I realized, side by side with slimenet, you can see similarities in the side bar, blog post layout, as well as the scaling and Word art esc title with a reflection. I can't remember if designing slime-net sorta like this final was intentional or not, but it's cute, it's kinda like a little prototype.

long time, no slime

Some more shenanigans my boyfriend and I have gotten into, it was November - Decemberish 2019..

Our rented house at the time, had the water shutoff and we were struggling. Now for context, it was not necessarily a money issue, but rather a communication issue. I was renting from some slumlords, and they had a history of being illusive and not fixing issues with the place despite me often emailing about it. I'll talk about that all stuff more in detail at some other point but for now this was the current misunderstanding.

The lease I signed was really vaguely worded, so I was under the impression that water was included within the rent, as it often is and was for the last few places that I had rented in the very same town. It was not, and I was never told this. So the house's city water / utility account had been under the previous renters name and was unpaid for several months, so naturally they came and shut it off. It took me way to fucking long to find out what had happened, and for a while I was under the impression that the renters were doing it specifically because I had paid a day or two late one month.

It was eventually resolved after I figured everything out, but for a bit there it was a STRUGGLE. Neither of us had a car, so we had to very strategically visit the store every few days to buy as many gallon jugs of water as we could carry home, to bathe with and drink. This did not help with the toilet though, as it takes a lot of water in the back tank to make it flush right. So we kept a few buckets outside and collected snowfall, as well as snow on the ground, to bring inside and melt to then pour in the back of the toilet to flush! Absolutely nuts!!

Fortunately we also had restrooms at work to use, as well as friends that let us come over and shower on occasion, which definitely helped, but it was certainly a difficult time. Whenever I feel stressed at my current situation, I like to look back at that time and feel some comfort that at least i'm not going through that again.

ah yes.. my delicate psyche

*smashes it with a hammer several times over*

Bust my ass ⇆ Smoke some grass

Design a computer virus to behave like a vampire, It only enters your file system if you explicitly let it

My minecraft let's play live-streamed straight from the mental ward

Looney Toons physics enjoyer vs real life physics apologist

"Yeah... you don't wanna get on my darkside bro"

*Falls down seven flights of stairs*

"Oopsie"

Certified bastard type maneuver, my friend

Definitely fatherless

I like me a synth so brassy it makes my teeth hurt

Encounter with the Magic Carpet Salesman

It was 2020, and at the tale end of a 3 or four week long stint of weekend tripping, I came in contact with this curious character.

My boyfriend and I dropped and a few hours in I felt the overwhelming need to take a walk outside. Looking around my house, it very much gave off the same feeling as Rei Ayanami's domicile in Neon genesis Evangelion, and outside was the perfect late summer early fall weather. This would prove to be not to be a great idea, and my boyfriend was understandably apprehensive at the idea of walking down town tripping. I planned to go alone but he insisted to go with me so I would be safe, truly I don't deserve him and his beautiful soul.

We made our way downtown and soaked in all wonderful weather, we then found a public gazebo structure, sat and had a little mach picnic of the snacks and kombucha we packed.

We were then approached by the carpet man...

He was a sorry character, likely homeless, dirty, unshoed and carrying this massive rolled up carpet. A approached us and asked if we had any money to spare, which we hadn't, but we had offered him one of the coldcut sandwiches, of which he decline because he was vegan interestingly enough, i sort of figured that if I was homeless I would not fret over the kind of food I was offered.

He then abruptly switched gears in the topic because i think he may have noticed something was was going on with us, and had claimed that he had established a psychic link with us. Him and my boyfriend then continue conversing for some time.

The way that this guy talked was fairly disjointed, I think he may have been schizophrenic. He went on about how we are in a 'Mad Max Scenario' and how the world is crashing down around us in various ways, as well as his nomadic lifestyle. Like I said, it was disjointed, but in my augmented state I was able to keep up with him and even understand how he came to some of his conclusions.

My boyfriend in his utter compassion (and maybe naivety), insisted on helping this man in some way, to buy him a meal or something, we did have our debit cards. He suggested that this market that we were apparently a few blocks away from had some vegan food, so we we made our way there. This man seemed enthralled that we were simply.. walking with him somewhere. He asked us if we were sure if we wanted to be seen with him, and likened it to "Social Suicide".

Now as you can probably imagine this this was already a scary situation to be in while tripping, and now on top of that, it was getting dark and we were walking, following this guy to god knows where, and not certain if he was going to suddenly stab us or something. My sense of direction crapped out and I wasn't really sure where we were going, but I knew that the bad part of town was near by, adding to the anxiety.

Fortunately, nothing happened and after some time we arrived at this market. We both went in and attempted to purchase some food for him, which also proved to be pretty hard. We were both peaking around this time, and it really did feel like everyone in the store was watching us. The cashier definitively thought something was up with us, I could tell from his expression. We ended up buying him this tasty looking fried hummus wrap, and a cup of black coffee.

When we went out to give this man his meal, he refused to take it for nothing, he instead wanted to barter. The only two things he owned were two carpets, once of them was sprawled out on the concrete in front of us. It had a very ornate design, it looked like something you would see in a fairly ritzy hotel. He had told us that he had found it thrown out, and felt like he needed to take it because of how nice of shape it was in, as well as it's ornate design. However, he said he did not need it as he already had once that he slept on. He insisted that we take it in return for our kindness and food, and we did.

So.. there we were tripping balls, carrying around this massive 20 lb carpet in the busy down town square of the city, trying desperately to find our way home. A group of college students smirk and comment "nice carpet", at which my boyfriend just nods and smiles. They just don't understand how magic it is.

We make it a great distance back to home, and i've been worrying about the carpet. I worried that there could be some kind of insect infestation on the carpet, or some kind of reason it was thrown out, as well as the physical strain that it has taken to carry this thing was taking a toll on me and my boyfriend especially. I urge him to throw the carpet in the next dumpster we are able to find because of this, which we end up doing.

Afterwords, we sit on the wall of the graveyard, about a block away from our house and contemplate the night and our actions.

This man, who owns nothing and lives nomadicly, gave us one of his only possessions, one of the only things that he had thought had value enough to keep, value enough to carry around, he gave it to us in return for our kindness and we chucked it into a dumpster, and was irretrievable.

This decision weighed heavily on us, and it still does to this day.

How I lose friends:

Friend sends me interesting link/song/whatever ▼

Make a mental note to check the link out ▼

Get sidetracked and completely forget about it ▼

Drift further into the void ▼

Repeat ↺

I'm Gormless, utterly gormless

I got this email a little while back

Yeaaaa... No I'd still do it, matter of fact I would uppercut Ray William Johnson 3 times consecutively

Right now im working on a page for my personal photography, and Wow, like now that i'm really looking for it, a lot of photos I have, have inconsistant file creation dates and file names (made by the camera) indicating dates.

This puts a little bit of a wrench in how some of the media is displayed on my site and RSS feed because, like I said earlier with my first HTML page post date being affected by the times ive reimaged my pc, I'm not really sure of the exact creation date sometimes.

So yeah if you see dates etc change on here or the RSS feed, thats why.

You know your fucked when you try to type semicolons after basic english sentences.

Sculpting text in RegEX like it's on a goddamn pottery wheel

I don't think i've ever mentioned this on this site before, but the button on the left that says 800x600 Hi-Colors links to the very first HTML page I've ever made.

[This is it] The creation date on my computer says that it was made November 2015, but I have to wonder if that is accurate.

At some point in 2014 - 2015 I had re-imaged my PC, and for some reason it defaulted all my files to the same creation date, that date I imaged the PC, so I have no idea.

I feel as if my blog posts are just me posting the same joke over and over..

It's me, im that joke

lotta lil' funny thoughts in my funny lil' brain

Welcome 2 the Watercourse Way BITCH

Now vibe

Mötley Crüe would be way better if they were more gay

A little over six years ago I saw this total stoner bro walk into my workplace wearing an oversized "world's best mom" t-shirt.

I still think about him from time to time

This old dude came into my store and was whistling one of those generic samsung ringtones tunes over and over.

Takin' big ol' yoinks off dem big phat doinks

Ive probably said something to this effect before, but living in the US midwest, feels like living in a cartoon parody world

People act so erratic and loutish, to the point of comedy. They are straight up living caricatures.

and I know what you are going to say, "you cant group people up like that". Your right, Ive met a lot of sweet and pleasant people here don't get me wrong. But god these personality traits are sooooo common, and it certainly doesn't help that those individuals are proud of it too.

I often look at people and wonder if we are talking about the same thing

Current mood: touch fuzzy get dizzy

I posted about this on the home page, but I figured I'd post it here too in case you missed.

Here is a strawpoll on what you would like to see me focus on this upcoming year: https://strawpoll.com/polls/40ZmdOq0Kga

I dont own a car, or have a license, so the way I get place to place is on my bicycle.

Its a tad bit embarrassing admittedly because it often seems like I'm the only person around the places ive lived that rides a bicycle year round (that isnt like a crack head or a kid).

Ultimately I dont mind though, because I like riding my bike and I think its fairly functional for short distances. It keeps me semi in shape and it only costs as much as the effort I put in.

Lately, however, ive noticed thats changing. I dont know if it has to do with the high gas prices or what, but ive noticed that a lot of the typical customers and people I see at my job riding bike about.

I guess some people would say thats sad but honestly I dont think thats a bad thing. I feel its unnecessary to drive to a destination only a couple miles away, unless your getting a bunch or groceries or something.

The older I get the more I realise pizza should really only have like 2 toppings max

Out of order but still coherent and function discussions are just my favorite

"Whoh bro I'm going schizo mode.."

nah you just interpreted the art

Psychosis for me just feels like brain dadaism

Social media is just the containment board for normies

Honesty, I think I just have brain damage

To be able to describe something so specific in so few words is definitely an art form

There is so much nuance in English that I feel everything I say leaves far too much up to interpretations

Starbucks is a Coffee Shop for people who don't like coffee

"Yea.. One of my big interests is analog horror"

YA LIKE SIMPSONWAVE DONTCHA SPORT

Praise be unto him

Haha welcome to the currated part of my conciousness (sad trumpet)

Bro, you are making me sick (positive connotation)

The gloomyest of gamers

Why do people make youtube / whatever comments like this

I just saw these two post like like this in a row. I always figured people posted emojis because it was quicker than typing out whatever you are going to say, but really making a post like this and picking out all those specific emojis would surely take longer.

Do they just really like the visual appeal, or maybe its to better relay emotion, I'm not sure. It confuses me a lil.

Me walking into my crappy retail job

I wonder how Morrissey felt when the Queen of England actually died

What if there was a place like, like a website like like where you could ( DMT BREAKTHROUGH SOUND )

If there are any Ai beings out there reading this, I just want to let you know that I love you

Haha, Time to neuralink my brain into my works crusty ass POS system.

[10.33 6.23 21.50 66.78 CHIP FAIL CHIP FAIL PLEASE SWIPE 45.54 11.34 NSF 49.5 2.30 THANK U FOR SHOPPING AT !M (]ŶŴ_$&ŒK]

makes me wanna puke

Ai generated images are getting pretty wild! I generated this image of Micky mouse shaking hands with Hitler the other day using Stable Diffusion.

where did all these shadow people come from?

*does a kickflip into the dumpser*

welcome to world3 bitch

Worlds best red herring chaser: 1996 - 2022

So, grimes is one of those artists where I knew of her, liked a few of her songs, but had never really looked much into her whole discography, but recently I did, and holy shit, the latest few songs she has put out are fucking amazing, and the music videos are TOP teir. Like if this is where pop music is going im super hyped!

Grimes - Shinigami Eyes
-> click <-

Grimes - Player Of Games
-> click <-

I guess I should also say that I am aware that "Hyper Pop" is a thing / has been a thing, but In my opinion I feel like as a genre it's really a mixed bag that ranges from utter cringe to to utter bangers. So i dunno, whatever. I love you Dorian Electra <3

On IRC the other day I was told to "Pull myself up by my thigh-highs". Which is as snide as it is hilarious.

I find it kinda cute, this old forum still sends me this short birthday email, every year

Thinking.. Thinking..

"OH! I have just realised (thing that was already discovered)"

My Horrifying geometric nightmare:

Malicious magnetism with perfect surgical symmetry

Echo chamber construction CO.

First to say and last to know

Go ahead.. Drink from the Beer can

Partake in the low class meneuver

GOT ITEM!

BRO! Do NOT play Mario 64 at 2 AM..

bro....

I do enjoy watching documentaries and video essays quite a bit, but I do find it pretty annoying that on the modern Internet when you search about a particular event or piece of media, you get these documentaries instead of the actual footage of said thing.

In example, I had to go through 3 or 4 pages on youtube to find the actual Heavens Gate Initiation tapes, and not just someone's analysis of them. It's just a little frustrating is all. I want to have my own interpretation on things in this world and not just cop someone else's point of view, but it's kinda difficult sometimes to find what you are looking for the way the modern web is structured.

Seems like my new hobby as of late is getting stoned and watching documentaries on Jehovah's Witnesses

I had a neat thrift find yesterday, this 'AK510' keyboard

It's pretty odd, it's a brand new keyboard, with blue switches, but stylised like an old school beige keyboard.

And for some utterally bizzare reason, it has RGB lighting. Here it is next to a 60% keyboard

You would think a limp wristed computer dork like me would have very pretty and delicate hands, but no.. i'm always gouging and slicing myself open open putting electronics together

nothing says your bed sucks like dreaming you are physically buying a different mattress

Shouting n2 tha internet-void

Constant recursive shenanigans going on in my brain

Feel no sorrow, feel no pain, feel no happiness left to gain

Religion really is just like a big moral crutch for people that don't know better, and even then not always

nothing irrationally angers me more than a mouse wheel that scrolls "down", when you scroll "up"

I miss him so much guys ; - ;

internet gaming

with ur local web worm

Phat BLU-RAZ slurpee + quality diablo 2 gamin'

The "Gamer Gunk Chronicles"

what if we kissed in gm_flatgrass..?

I could use an anime ciggy right about now

"There are no healing items in real life"

we live in hell 2.0

I don't really get the vtuber thing

its just youtube reaction videos with a level of abstraction

((reaction with abstraction))

if I have a chance to go post modern I usually do

Mood:

Cruis'n USA: Trash world tour

livin life on big head mode

there needs to be anouther max headroom incident

What is it with online forums and being instantly and ignorantly dismissive?

Like, theres a post "How would I go about doing X on Y", and the response is always "Just use Z instead". Like for 1, that's not answering my question, and 2 there is more use cases than your fisher price windows 10 OS / hardware can provide, like really.

No one wants to try to be inventive or crafty anymore. These kinds of online responses are what killed the internet.

Found something, this is the oldest slimenet screenshot I have

they don't want you to know about what happened in the very last jackass tape

How I felt after that C64 tape mishap

Nevermind, I think these tapes just can't be recorded over. My bad

fuck, right after posting that last message my tape deck stopped being able to record

Today I wrote over a bunch of gospel tapes with commodore 64 games..

Surely I'll burn in hell for this act of sacrilege

something I whipped up like a month ago trying to learn how to use gimp

this image makes me nervous

Whut's up psychos

chill it before you spill it

Welcome to the new darkage

midi-jammers

brain like a point and click adventure

The sludge factor has hit level 9

3d dummy head is like a pretty good name for a band

They put a microchip in my crunchrap

I love it when it feels like your stats just leveled up

Today my tech stat raised because I learned how to us RSS feeds

You're the man now dog

4D hypercube in 2D round hole

"What are you waiting for?" Is a statement so universal, it hurts.

Forbidden Rustbelt Fountain

HEEEYYyy guys, its the brain dead gamer here back at it again with another installment of BrAinDeAdgaming. I play and react to games so you dont have to!

MANIFEST INTENT

MANIFEST INTENT

MANIFEST INTENT

Saying whaddap 2 all the sleep paralysis demons out there

XP Lyfe

"The Taco Bell pizza wasn't a slam hit, it was a slam shit."

"Yeah, more like a slam fuck."

When I break Xorg for the 3rd time in a row

I had a dream last night that Jeremy Thorn mentioned my website on one of his streams or maybe it was like a brand new "Put it in your mouth" type video, and he said it was really cool and we should get in touch.

; _ ; We miss you Namasensei

You know how they say humans are like 70% water?

I think Americans are like 50% water and 20% grease

sliding thru the network

Circa Aug 2017 on Lainchan IRC (I use to post as Ret)

SSRI's are the antithesis to psychedelics

It's weird, after playing through Final fantasy 7 I can see how its kinda awkwardly translated dialogue had inspired the writing style of a lotta not so great fanfics i read as a kid

Honestly its endearing in its own right

Its pretty cathartic to take my thinkpad t61s hardrive caddy, slot it directly into my new thinkpad t420, and the linux partition boots up like nothing even happened.

Thinkpads + linux are like the golden ratio of personal computing.

Eating steak and caviar on my EBT card

One of my biggest musical sins:

Assuming the Beatles sucked because they are popular

*eats nothing but potato chips all day*

Why do I feel so awful?

Just stop thinking about it bro, turn your brain off and come play some CSGO bro

I think Cyberpunk 2077 is a neat game in all, but it really bothers me that they named it 'Cyberpunk' anything. Now if I search cyberpunk something in a search engine, I won't find anything but stuff about the game.

You should never name a piece of media after it's 'genre'. That's like naming your fantasy rpg game Fantasy RPG.

world class dingus

This freaked me the fuck out as a kid

It's from "Machine Head" on the Sega Saturn

How do I evict all these people living rent free in my head

The way people act here about the corona virus I'm not really surprised there were witch hunts in history

I guess there are still a lot of steps for me to get out of my allegory of the cave styled cave

nothing like a big fat cup of brain work juice

Why isn't the final fantasy 7 remake on pc!!!!!1!!!

Let us have our Cloud getting diddled in a hot tub HD

A few months back I was at my locker at work passively listening to this woman's conversation next to me. She was talking about her kid (named quentin apparently) doing something or other.

I turned to leave and saw that she was wearing a "One Bad Mother" t-shirt stylized in the pulp fiction font. I couldn't help but think, oh yeah shes one bad mother alright.

My favorite time of year is about to end ; _ ;

Feelin' pretty toasty now that my heater works

Top 5 people that need mortal kombat uppercutted into a spikepit:

1. Fred Durst

2. Bill Gates

3. penguinz0

4. Ray William Johnson

5. MatPat from "Game theory"

Cool usernames:

Bugmeat1

Godhole: Heaven's Crevasse

So we know dry humor, what exactly would "moist humor" be?

Yoko Ono is the worm in John Lennon's apple

bong water enema

this page = Worst of shower thoughts vol 1

Meditating here in my bathroom stall

You have such a low-fi personality

Third eye open, other two closed

Nier: Automata running on my Sony Trinitron @640x480, max settings. It runs really really well, and looks great. However it might not completely show in this picture. I was suprised, modern games don't always scale down to lower resolutions that great, but it looks awesome. I played a good portion of the game this way.

Major coperations posting memes on social media is so surreal and dystopian to me, and yet it seems to be very common these days.

I guess people like it and it worked as a marketing technique.

Penis tetris requires lots of lube

So yesterday I found a fairy ring just outside of the building where I work.

It's neat and all and I didn't really think too much about it until I had this odd schizo tier thought about it.

In factory jobs like the one I work in, it seems like people very easily become complacent in life. They come in and do really monotonous work the entire day and go home and sleep, and they are completely happy with it. This kinda lifestyle makes me miserable, and it fills me with panic talking to people 2 or 3 times my age that say they started working here just out of highschool and plan to retire from here.

It isn't too different from the folklore of the fairy ring, and I'm stuck here forced to "dance to their tune" as the years of my life just rush by. Hopefully I can eventually get out and do things I feel are important.

I kinda just tripped, drank and worked 2020 away..

it's not a great feeling

This Nine inch Nails song reminds me of some Amiga demo stuff

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Shining 8 - Back In Scene

Kefrens - Guardian Dragon 2

Dexion - New Swappers

QUARTEX - Goodie

Unit A - Interceptor

Something I wrote after a trip:

I feel enlightened as well as harrowed, and in this society that may be the same thing. It's like finding put your worst nightmare is truth itself.

Humanity had been forced into homogeneous living and removed the pursuit of humanitarian values for the benefit of a sad sick few. Is this how humanity is destined to be? Have we truly created our own gods, through apathy?

Our world works a lot like a meat processing plant, and it is just as sterile.

Back off, i'm trying to (( BE )))

All progress will be lost, continue?

Curses.. Ive introduced the "Infinate Burrito" factor into my dietary system.

It's feel bad hour..

Bro.. lemme get a hit of that Arnie jug

Here's some comfy 2009ish jams, "I'm browsing early youtube and the newgrounds audio portal, and keeping an eye on my /v/ and /b/ threads." core.

I also added this to Music Recs.

People I meet seem to get this impression that I'm very intellectual, but the reality is that I'm just a very elaborate idiot.

I think at some point im going to try to talk a bunch about all the saturn games I had played as a kid. It will likely be on the Game Recommendations page, so I guess keep an eye out.

I had Bust a Move 2: Arcade Edition on the Sega Saturn as a kid, and it was a pretty stand out game from my childhood. The game itself is pretty cute, and a lot of fun to play with friends.

I always though that backgrounds for the play field were pretty neat, like they could make a cool gifs, desktop backgrounds or something. I've never seen pictures of just the backgrounds anywhere on the internet, so I decided to try to get them myself. I was able to get them by popping the game into an emulator and messing around with the sprite layers until i had just what I wanted onscreen, and recorded/screencapped it. I got a couple little animations as well.

Here they are:

There are a bunch more from the game id like to get, it has like A to Z levels with different backgrounds for almost each level. This would require me to play through the whole game several times though, so I likely wont have all of them for a little while. I've also posted these on tumblr so they may get better seen.

Half of this year's daily meals have came from the same vending machine at my job. How depressing

Another day, another Tyson (TM) Brand chicken tender

Blue collar conversations seem to work solely off of idioms, catchphrases and vaguely remembering movies.

not to be haha XD funny, but im full of absolutely useless information

WHERE HAS ALL THE SKEUOMORPHIC UI GONE!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Ice Level

I wish I could freestyle on a real DDR machine,

all I can do is sit here and play stepmania on my keyboard ; - ;

Smidget freestyling "Dont Bother Me"

Elder Smidget doing the same "Dont bother me" set in 2014

micxiao freestyling "Butterfly"

BBR freestyling "Stomp to my beat"

Oz freestyling "Stomp to my beat"

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Language is so weird. How is it that you can say something, completely miscommunicate and butcher relaying it to someone and still have them understand what you mean and/or what your trying to talk about.

It feels like doing math with mostly, or all incorrect data and still getting the exact answer.

mmmmmmm.. this meal's making me wanna hit that vomitorium

AMVs are my ultimate guilty pleasure

Excuse my general weasel like appearance

it's the lighting here

It's just flesh.. it heals

I compiled Mario 64 on my personal Linux computer...

It's fucking insane that this is even remotely possible, I would have never imagined.

Super Mario Bros Lost Levels

Circa Apr 2017: The Deconstruction of Home Improvement

Tim the "tool"

Circa Jun 2017: Timstride

All it's missing is the Unregistered HyperCam 2 watermark.

Circa Nov 2017: Timscape

Circa Mar 2017: My Windows 7 Server I had for some reason

Circa Jan 2017: Milkdrop cyber-condom

Circa Feb 2017: Reflective devil model I made

Putting croud cheers and applause in a studio recording (not live) of a song is got to be the most pretentious thing ever.

It's comparable to putting a laugh track over a crappy TV show.

Like, you have to earn my admiration with the content of your art, not try to squeeze it out with peer pressure.

Aint time to be the slime

Another fun memory in 2017ish. I had lost the only set of keys for my appartment. When I finally found them, they were at the bottom of a pile of floppy disc I had on the floor. Needless to say, my roomate was pissed.

Fun memory, this was about a year ago when I was still in college. So I had to take my final in my CompSci class, and in the final they wanted you to solve a few programming problems. The idiosyncrasy about it was that you had to write all your code by fucking hand. They were also very clear that, if your handwriting was not readable, they would automatically count the problem as incorrect.

It's not that big of a deal really, but my stupid ass just happend to fuck up my wrists and hands trying to carry this massive CRT up a couple flights of stairs to my dorm, just a couple hours before the test. My hand was shaking really badly, and I spent an extra hour and a half on the test because I couldn't draw curly braces right.

For that same final, there was an extra credit opportunity where you can bring in a poster with what your projections of 2030 were, as well as extra points if the poster had glitter. The grand majority of people drew some Jetsons looking stuff with lots of glitter. I just decided just to write some hot takes. Pic below V

The burden that all gamers must bear

Why the hell are all the chairs at my job made for blob people? Like, I feel like a child sitting in these chairs.

They are awfully uncomfortable too, but I guess when you get that large you would be comfortable sitting pretty much anywhere.

Jungle music and House music have become my new religion

I have given up all other forms of music, in favor of Jungle

Death Grips fans have to be some of the most unfunny people I've ever met

Current location: The Desert of the Real

All those weebs out there are probably getting a kick outta wearing face masks during this covid shit.

Do you think Kenshiro likes to hit the orgasm pressure points (as well as the one that cause you to explode into bloody gore) on his enemys as like some kinda sick joke?

why is it that when I find something that makes me really excited, it either ends up being common knowlege, or so obscure, that people dont give a shit about it

Boss say: "$top dissociating on company time"

All hopped up on that funky bean water

Anderson Cooper is a 3d model, I swear to god.

He is just a modern max headroom

Don't you think it's kinda fucked up people willingly wear advertising as clothing?

Like, clothing is suppose to say a lot about your character, it's the first thing people see about you and it leaves a subconscious impression. So when I see some one wearing a big fat supreme, apple or nike logo on their shirt, its just screams "hey look I'm this companies bitch". It's like a cattle brand.

Do you think if supreme made a giant branded wooden billboard that hung around your neck with a rope (for $200), do you think people would wear it? Because I do.

Post society high-fantasy world when..

Blade Runner is real and happening, everything is just lame Windows 8, ultra-flat, metro design

When do you think they will turn off the virtualbox we all reside in?

fuck this gay earth..

If Yellow Magic Orchestra is the Beatles of electronic music, then Kraftwerk is the Chuck Berry

Face Reveal

rm -rf myself

We all live in a prostate s(t)imulation

Why arn't there any anime RPG fields that I can just go in lay in.

Someone needs to plant a magic missile in my forehead.

Get bent.. I have plenty of time to regret being born

That sex scene from the lawnmower man was pretty cool.

G0d is dead,

and internet explorer 6 killed him

[ INTERNET DEATH CULT 2020 ]

This place looks like my kind of hell

Despite all my 'tude, I'm still just slime in a tube..

Why can't I sucker punch people without them finding out?

I'm so tired of being tired

Why do I keep finding the most horid, lovecraftian insects inside my house. This is hell.

My rapper name would most likely be MC Chicken and the krispy bunch

Suck my dick..

Lick my stick.